that is a such beautiful dream that was we created with love, hope and happiness over the years. that dream usually we keep tightly to get our future. and then, it feel like cracked just by a small error. the things I can't avoid for it, but it should be prepared very well. these small errors make us have to break our brain to think twice on our dreams and try to make sure if everything worth for doing. I hate this feeling, I'm afraid of losing something, losing her. that was very unimaginable, i'm not ready for it.
but the answer depend on me, i could be tough, be smart, be well-prepared, be trusted, be rich, be a good leader to keep going our dream comes true!
keep spirited, tough guy. you deserve to have her! 25th :D